"Home Alone"

Today was another one of those outrageously sad days. I feel like Kevin McAllister in "Home Alone". Last week, my parents moved to Australia for the year. My sister also went back to BC where she lives and my brother moved out, not that we saw him a lot anyways. The week flew by and I survived without the parentals. Today, my sweetheart went back to school in Manitoba....unfortunately, when it comes to 'goodbyes' I am a cryer. I wish I wasn't because I know that it just makes it that much harder on the person leaving. However, I cannot control it. So...I cried. I then went to visit my puppies, whom I had to leave with another family that I don't really know, and when I got there, no one was home, but I could hear my babies barking. That was sad, they were there, right there and I couldn't even see or touch them.

So I then loaded up all of my crap and hauled it to Edmonton to move into my new place with 5 other girls...which I'm sure will be great, but I don't really know them yet. It took me 5 hours, but I got most of my stuff unpacked and I'm too pooped to do any more. My fishes are fabulous... I got new ones for Christmas.. Lionus and Leopold and soon-to-be a new edition... Leroy. They are my company. They are perfect and beautiful and wiggly.. Oh, and Matthew, apparently the fish at my house downstairs is not dead...it just can't float. Odd I thought.

Well everyone... I'm on a bit of a low right now and working hard to get out of it. So I really ask for all your prayers. I'm just a small girl but I know that big guy will take care of me. G'night